Time: 1:38pm
Place: house
hidden deep within me are the feelings that no one sees
hidden deep within me is rage and anger.
Anger for allowing my life to get this bad.
I always ask my self what i could do to fix all the problems going on around me and there are many different things that i could have done.
Hidden deep within me are the tears that i cry which are drowning me from the inside.
What people see on the outside are lies
Lies of me pretending that the past is over,
and that it doesn't stress me any more.
but it hasn't stop stressing me not even for a second.
Hidden deep within me are the wishes that never seem to come true.Wishes of a family, one that i never had as i was growing up.
Wishes of the past and the pain to disappear.
I show people what they want to see.
I show people a picture perfect girl one who nothing is going wrong with.
I show them a girl who has never cried her self to sleep at night.
But i only i know that, that isn't what is really happening.
Only i know that i lay alone at night crying to my self dreaming of what i cant have.
Hidden deep within me are all the horrible emotions that no one sees.
Hidden deep within me is the feeling of loneliness and hatred.
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