Date: 9/29/2008
Time: 6:20pm
Place: House
I wonder what my future will be like? Sometimes i sit down and wonder where i will be in ten years. I started college when i was really young, but i know that in the long run it will pay off. People are always asking me what was i thinking when i decided to go to college at the age of 16? I laugh and i tell them that i did it because i know that all my hard work will work in my favor in the future. I know that it wont be easy because it is not getting any easier right now. I try to look at the bright side and i tell my self that when i finish my career i will be young. I prefer to start now then to start later. Some people who take brakes before going to college tend to never go to college because they get other jobs and they start to slack of on what they really want to do. I can honestly say that i am proud of my self. I am happy that i have gotten this far in my life. I proved everybody wrong. Everybody who told me that i would never amount to anything in my life. I'am a somebody in this world. I will make a difference in peoples lives, and i will prove to everyone that no matter how many times they told me that i couldn't make it, i still made it. I don't plan on giving up.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Friendship
Date: 9/28/2008
Time: 3:51pm
Place: house
What is friendship? Its when you can get along with someone in depth, someone who you can trust with secrets, someone who will be able to by your side through hard times and good times. Wen you are younger friendships come and go, but when you get older they get more serious. You are more aware of the people that you associate your self with. Friendships allow you to relax your self around a group of people that you feel comfort able with. Sometimes friendship don't work out. Their are people who might back stab you and you no longer wish to be friends with them. That's where enemies come into the picture. Enemies are people who don't get along and have something that is bothering them both. Their are many people who use to be friend and they have turned into enemies. They use to tell each other everything and they hate each others guts now. Humans are very complex people one day you talk to on person and the next day you act like don't even know them. It just seems to be a cycle in life. Friendships are suppose to help you express how you feel, it should allow you to get anything that is bothering you off of you chest. Friends are suppose to be by your side when you are happy and when you fall in a hole . True friends are hard to find but when you do find them cherish them because they can leave any second of any day.
Time: 3:51pm
Place: house
What is friendship? Its when you can get along with someone in depth, someone who you can trust with secrets, someone who will be able to by your side through hard times and good times. Wen you are younger friendships come and go, but when you get older they get more serious. You are more aware of the people that you associate your self with. Friendships allow you to relax your self around a group of people that you feel comfort able with. Sometimes friendship don't work out. Their are people who might back stab you and you no longer wish to be friends with them. That's where enemies come into the picture. Enemies are people who don't get along and have something that is bothering them both. Their are many people who use to be friend and they have turned into enemies. They use to tell each other everything and they hate each others guts now. Humans are very complex people one day you talk to on person and the next day you act like don't even know them. It just seems to be a cycle in life. Friendships are suppose to help you express how you feel, it should allow you to get anything that is bothering you off of you chest. Friends are suppose to be by your side when you are happy and when you fall in a hole . True friends are hard to find but when you do find them cherish them because they can leave any second of any day.
That someone special
Date: 9/27/2008
Time: 11:35am
Place: house
The beautiful person in my life. I never really thought my life would get any better then what it was, but i was wrong. I have the greatest person i could ever ask for by my side. He has giving me a whole different perspective on my life. He has shown me to never let anyone get to me. He has shown me that no matter how bad things seem to get in the long run thing Will turn out okay in the end. He has shown me to always keep my head up high. He has shown me to fight for what i want even though sometimes i end up losing. He has shown me that thier are people who care about me. He has shown me that their will be times in life when i fall but he will always be by my side to help me get back on my feet. He is irreplaceable, no one can ever compare to him. He is a one and only. He is the one who brings a smile to my face. He is the one who has allowed me to feel safe for once in my life. He has been with me weather i was in tears or i was giggling about things that weren't really funny.With him i feel like i can escape far away with. With him i can let all my boundaries down and not worry about a single thing. When I'm with him everything in my life seems to disappear and its just me and him. I feel like I'm in heaven and i never want to come down from that place. I want to be by his side for ever.
Time: 11:35am
Place: house
The beautiful person in my life. I never really thought my life would get any better then what it was, but i was wrong. I have the greatest person i could ever ask for by my side. He has giving me a whole different perspective on my life. He has shown me to never let anyone get to me. He has shown me that no matter how bad things seem to get in the long run thing Will turn out okay in the end. He has shown me to always keep my head up high. He has shown me to fight for what i want even though sometimes i end up losing. He has shown me that thier are people who care about me. He has shown me that their will be times in life when i fall but he will always be by my side to help me get back on my feet. He is irreplaceable, no one can ever compare to him. He is a one and only. He is the one who brings a smile to my face. He is the one who has allowed me to feel safe for once in my life. He has been with me weather i was in tears or i was giggling about things that weren't really funny.With him i feel like i can escape far away with. With him i can let all my boundaries down and not worry about a single thing. When I'm with him everything in my life seems to disappear and its just me and him. I feel like I'm in heaven and i never want to come down from that place. I want to be by his side for ever.
STRESS
Date: 9/26/2008
Time: 12:34pm
Place: house
The stresses in life are every where. If its not one thing that stresses you out it is another. Some stresses may be physical or mental. Either way being stressed out about something is not good. It has been proven that stress can cause health problems. Stress drains you and it doesn't allow you to worry about your health. A majority of the people with health problems today are also associated with stress in thier lives. Where do we get stress form? Well to tell you the truth anything in life could stress you out. You could be stressed out about your weight, mostly common in woman, or you could be stressed out about a project that you have in school. Some stress could have serious consequences. For example stress can sometimes lead to depression and depression can lead to suicide. Stress can most definitely be cured. We all have to learn to take things easy not to get frustrated when things don't seem to work out in our favor. We have to learn to be patient, patients does pay of in the long run. When somebody is stressed out it may also effect them socially, with friends family or maybe their partner. Stress can me the cause of many problems in life we just have to learn to deal with what life throws at us.
Time: 12:34pm
Place: house
The stresses in life are every where. If its not one thing that stresses you out it is another. Some stresses may be physical or mental. Either way being stressed out about something is not good. It has been proven that stress can cause health problems. Stress drains you and it doesn't allow you to worry about your health. A majority of the people with health problems today are also associated with stress in thier lives. Where do we get stress form? Well to tell you the truth anything in life could stress you out. You could be stressed out about your weight, mostly common in woman, or you could be stressed out about a project that you have in school. Some stress could have serious consequences. For example stress can sometimes lead to depression and depression can lead to suicide. Stress can most definitely be cured. We all have to learn to take things easy not to get frustrated when things don't seem to work out in our favor. We have to learn to be patient, patients does pay of in the long run. When somebody is stressed out it may also effect them socially, with friends family or maybe their partner. Stress can me the cause of many problems in life we just have to learn to deal with what life throws at us.
No such thing as perfect
Date: 9/25/2008
Time: 4:56pm
Place: house
The ratio of the years i have cried compared to the years that i have smile are 8 t0 1. Life is not easy no one ever said that it would be. No one ever told me that life was about falling and making mistakes and learning from them, Well that is how life is. No one is perfect no matter how hard they try to be perfect they have or at some point in their life they will make a mistake. Mistake are bound to happen we are humans. When we mistakes we are suppose to learn from them and next time we are in the same situation we re suppose try to change what we did the first time so that we don't commit the same mistake twice. Even though sometimes we do commit the same mistake more then once Eventually we learn from them. Without mistakes we would never learn anything in life. If everybody were to be perfect we would live in a boring world. That's why when i hear about people who want to create a Utopia( a perfect society) i ask my self why do they want to do that? Don't they see that from mistakes we learn. Nothing could be perfect it just doesn't work out. So many people have tried to make a Utopia work and they always fail because we weren't made to be perfect. Their is no such thing as a perfect person in this world and their will never will be no matter how hard we try.
Time: 4:56pm
Place: house
The ratio of the years i have cried compared to the years that i have smile are 8 t0 1. Life is not easy no one ever said that it would be. No one ever told me that life was about falling and making mistakes and learning from them, Well that is how life is. No one is perfect no matter how hard they try to be perfect they have or at some point in their life they will make a mistake. Mistake are bound to happen we are humans. When we mistakes we are suppose to learn from them and next time we are in the same situation we re suppose try to change what we did the first time so that we don't commit the same mistake twice. Even though sometimes we do commit the same mistake more then once Eventually we learn from them. Without mistakes we would never learn anything in life. If everybody were to be perfect we would live in a boring world. That's why when i hear about people who want to create a Utopia( a perfect society) i ask my self why do they want to do that? Don't they see that from mistakes we learn. Nothing could be perfect it just doesn't work out. So many people have tried to make a Utopia work and they always fail because we weren't made to be perfect. Their is no such thing as a perfect person in this world and their will never will be no matter how hard we try.
Childhood memories
Date: 9/24/2008
Time: 6:34pm
Place: house
Don't you ever wonder why you can never remember you childhood. We can remember up until a certain age but what about before that. Why can't we remember how it feels like to be baby? Well i don't know the response to the question. Sometimes i wonder if when i get older i will forget how it feels to be a teenager and the answer most likely might yes. We might remember certain moments in out lives that had an impact on us weather it was a positive or negative, but we cant remember how we actually felt then. I personally think that is a good thing that we don't remember how we were when we younger because then their would be so many more immature people in this world. Their are some people who never get over their childhood. They grow up and become adults yet they still act as if they were five years old. I prefer to have some one who is mature and acts their age. I think that this is why we seem to forget out childhood, However it would be nice to go back to those day when we were all little and we had so much fun and were able to get away with anything that we did.
Time: 6:34pm
Place: house
Don't you ever wonder why you can never remember you childhood. We can remember up until a certain age but what about before that. Why can't we remember how it feels like to be baby? Well i don't know the response to the question. Sometimes i wonder if when i get older i will forget how it feels to be a teenager and the answer most likely might yes. We might remember certain moments in out lives that had an impact on us weather it was a positive or negative, but we cant remember how we actually felt then. I personally think that is a good thing that we don't remember how we were when we younger because then their would be so many more immature people in this world. Their are some people who never get over their childhood. They grow up and become adults yet they still act as if they were five years old. I prefer to have some one who is mature and acts their age. I think that this is why we seem to forget out childhood, However it would be nice to go back to those day when we were all little and we had so much fun and were able to get away with anything that we did.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
I should have
Date: 9/23/2008
Time: 11:17 am
Place: house
what do you do when you are assigned a group assignment in class but only half of the group is doing the work and the the other half is not doing anything. Do you tell the teacher and get the other person in trouble or do you continue killing your self to try to finish the assignment. Well now that i look at it from an outsiders point of view i think it was better to tell the teacher that some team members in the group weren't doing what they were suppose to do, but instead i killed my self with my other partner trying to set all the tests up in order to get all the assignments done in time. Now i feel really dumb because the other people who didn't do anything will still get credit for having the assignment done. Well now a lesson was learned next time just tell the teacher when something is not working out. Maybe she will assign two new people or talk to the the people who aren't doing anything. You always learn something new. The bright side of all this is that even though i killed myself along with my other partner in trying to finish the assignment in time we did a pretty good job.
Time: 11:17 am
Place: house
what do you do when you are assigned a group assignment in class but only half of the group is doing the work and the the other half is not doing anything. Do you tell the teacher and get the other person in trouble or do you continue killing your self to try to finish the assignment. Well now that i look at it from an outsiders point of view i think it was better to tell the teacher that some team members in the group weren't doing what they were suppose to do, but instead i killed my self with my other partner trying to set all the tests up in order to get all the assignments done in time. Now i feel really dumb because the other people who didn't do anything will still get credit for having the assignment done. Well now a lesson was learned next time just tell the teacher when something is not working out. Maybe she will assign two new people or talk to the the people who aren't doing anything. You always learn something new. The bright side of all this is that even though i killed myself along with my other partner in trying to finish the assignment in time we did a pretty good job.
Monday, September 22, 2008
What you mean to me.
Date: 9/22/2008
Time: 3:45pm
Place: house
The things that I'm sorry for doing. I apologize for yelling at you at times. I'm sorry for getting mad at you over little dumb things. I'm sorry for always picking fights. You are great person both inside and out. You deserve nothing but the best. You have shown nothing but tremendous love for me and for that i am thankful. You have given me all you could have. You have shown me more then i could have ever asked for. You have held my hand while i was in my toughest battles and you walked with me when i was at my happiest moments. You are the best thing that has happened to me. I don't know what i would do if i were ever to lose you. You are me pride and joy. You are the glow that i always have in my eyes. You are the smile that i always carry on my face. You are the the warmth that surrounds me when you are not near by to hold me. You are my guardian angel that always watches over me. You have shown me a whole new side of the world a side which i had never seen before. A world that i now see and live in thanks to you. Nestor I love you, never forget that.
Time: 3:45pm
Place: house
The things that I'm sorry for doing. I apologize for yelling at you at times. I'm sorry for getting mad at you over little dumb things. I'm sorry for always picking fights. You are great person both inside and out. You deserve nothing but the best. You have shown nothing but tremendous love for me and for that i am thankful. You have given me all you could have. You have shown me more then i could have ever asked for. You have held my hand while i was in my toughest battles and you walked with me when i was at my happiest moments. You are the best thing that has happened to me. I don't know what i would do if i were ever to lose you. You are me pride and joy. You are the glow that i always have in my eyes. You are the smile that i always carry on my face. You are the the warmth that surrounds me when you are not near by to hold me. You are my guardian angel that always watches over me. You have shown me a whole new side of the world a side which i had never seen before. A world that i now see and live in thanks to you. Nestor I love you, never forget that.
Date:9/21/2008
Time: 4:24pm
Place: house
You get to a certain point in your life when you just want to explode. Their are other times when you just want to be left alone. Then their are those times where you want to do both. At different times in your life you react different ways towards a situation. Me for example i know that sometimes i over react on certain 9things. In part i blame myself but then agian i dont. That was juat the way that i was raised , i dont know any better. Their are many times when i just want to be left alone and i dont want anybody to bother my, i just want to isolate my self from the whole world. I want to be able to disapear. Then their are times when i want some one to hold my tight, and to never let me go, someone to asure me that i will never be alone in this world. We all have our ups and downs and some of us show it and others dont like to show it. I dont like to show people how i feel, i try to hide it and alot of people do, sometimes its okay but sometimes it is just better to talk things out with someone maybe it can help you out.
Time: 4:24pm
Place: house
You get to a certain point in your life when you just want to explode. Their are other times when you just want to be left alone. Then their are those times where you want to do both. At different times in your life you react different ways towards a situation. Me for example i know that sometimes i over react on certain 9things. In part i blame myself but then agian i dont. That was juat the way that i was raised , i dont know any better. Their are many times when i just want to be left alone and i dont want anybody to bother my, i just want to isolate my self from the whole world. I want to be able to disapear. Then their are times when i want some one to hold my tight, and to never let me go, someone to asure me that i will never be alone in this world. We all have our ups and downs and some of us show it and others dont like to show it. I dont like to show people how i feel, i try to hide it and alot of people do, sometimes its okay but sometimes it is just better to talk things out with someone maybe it can help you out.
How do you?
Date: 9/202008
Time: 5:36pm
Place: house
How do you tell someone that you are losing grip of your life. How do you tell someone that you no longer know what path to take. How do you tell someone that you no longer know how to make choices. How do you tell someone that you need help. How can you express to some one the feeling that you feel inside. How do you make them understand. How can they feel what you feel if they haven't been through what you have been through. How do you tell someone that you don't know what is bothering you. How do you tell someone that you don't know why you act the way you do with them. How do you apologize to them for the way you react to certain things. How do you say that you are hurting inside and that you don't know how to stop it. How do you tell some one that you love them and that you don't ever want to lose them for anything in the world. How do you tell them that they are your all when you have nothing. How do you tell them that will you will give them your all when you have nothing to give. How will you tell them that you don't know what is happening to you. How will you tell them that you don't know why you are acting the way you do.
Time: 5:36pm
Place: house
How do you tell someone that you are losing grip of your life. How do you tell someone that you no longer know what path to take. How do you tell someone that you no longer know how to make choices. How do you tell someone that you need help. How can you express to some one the feeling that you feel inside. How do you make them understand. How can they feel what you feel if they haven't been through what you have been through. How do you tell someone that you don't know what is bothering you. How do you tell someone that you don't know why you act the way you do with them. How do you apologize to them for the way you react to certain things. How do you say that you are hurting inside and that you don't know how to stop it. How do you tell some one that you love them and that you don't ever want to lose them for anything in the world. How do you tell them that they are your all when you have nothing. How do you tell them that will you will give them your all when you have nothing to give. How will you tell them that you don't know what is happening to you. How will you tell them that you don't know why you are acting the way you do.
Getting sick is not easy
Date: 9/19/2008
Time: 3:17pm
Place: house
Getting sick in between school and work is not pleasant. It is hard enough to have to deal with both school and work alone but when you get sick it seems to get twice as hard. I don't know what is wrong with me but i just haven't been feeling like my self lately. I have been really tired and i have been falling asleep often in the past few days. Once i already woke up late to go to school in the morning and i feel really drained during the day. As the days go by i seem to feel like i am getting better but there are moments in the day were i really just want to lay down and fell asleep. At work it gets even harder because i know that i have to stay awake to deal with guests and if i don't i know that i will get in trouble. When i get home most of the time i cant even rest because i have so much home work to do.When i finally fall asleep it feels like i have only slept for five minutes when the alarm goes off to wake up in the morning to start a Brand new day all over again. Getting sick in between school and work is everything but easy, but I'm going to try my hardest to do my best.
Time: 3:17pm
Place: house
Getting sick in between school and work is not pleasant. It is hard enough to have to deal with both school and work alone but when you get sick it seems to get twice as hard. I don't know what is wrong with me but i just haven't been feeling like my self lately. I have been really tired and i have been falling asleep often in the past few days. Once i already woke up late to go to school in the morning and i feel really drained during the day. As the days go by i seem to feel like i am getting better but there are moments in the day were i really just want to lay down and fell asleep. At work it gets even harder because i know that i have to stay awake to deal with guests and if i don't i know that i will get in trouble. When i get home most of the time i cant even rest because i have so much home work to do.When i finally fall asleep it feels like i have only slept for five minutes when the alarm goes off to wake up in the morning to start a Brand new day all over again. Getting sick in between school and work is everything but easy, but I'm going to try my hardest to do my best.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Date: 9/18/2008
Time: 5:56pm
Place:library
The prices are going up on nearly everything. It scares me at times because it has gone to far. Look at the prices of gas for example. It has reached almost four dollars for a gallon of gas. I learned about the great depression that happened around the 1930's and it seems like history is repeating its self. I'm not saying that we will go in to a depression like the first one we had but it seems like something close will happen. Right now we are in a recession and it can soon become a depression. Every where you go prices have gone up. When will this end? no one knows? I just really hope that we don't end up in a depression. That would be really bad . People right now are losing there houses and going into foreclosure. Then people begin to lose their jobs and it just goes down hill from their. I don't know why the government doesn't try to fix the problems that are going on. I personally don't like out government but what can we do. Only time will tell what will happen with our economy and hopefully everything will turn out for the better.
Time: 5:56pm
Place:library
The prices are going up on nearly everything. It scares me at times because it has gone to far. Look at the prices of gas for example. It has reached almost four dollars for a gallon of gas. I learned about the great depression that happened around the 1930's and it seems like history is repeating its self. I'm not saying that we will go in to a depression like the first one we had but it seems like something close will happen. Right now we are in a recession and it can soon become a depression. Every where you go prices have gone up. When will this end? no one knows? I just really hope that we don't end up in a depression. That would be really bad . People right now are losing there houses and going into foreclosure. Then people begin to lose their jobs and it just goes down hill from their. I don't know why the government doesn't try to fix the problems that are going on. I personally don't like out government but what can we do. Only time will tell what will happen with our economy and hopefully everything will turn out for the better.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
presentations.
Date: 9/17/2009
Time: 11:03am
Place: house
Speaking in front of a class at 6:30 in the morning is not what i had in mind today. I woke up late and i had a presentation that i had to do. On top of that i was really tired form the pounds of homework that i had to do the night before, i was really nervous. I'm not a really good speaker.I get really nervous and sometimes i begin to mess up on my words, but luckily that didn't happen to me today. I went in front of the class and i tried to image that there was nobody in the classroom and that i was in my room a lone reading my presentation to my self. When i finished with the presentation i felt so relieved. I did better then what i actually thought i would be able to do. I think that hardest thing for me in class is talking to other people. I just get really worried. I don't know i just get really shy. I hope to get over me fears someday, but i don't know yet. Right now I'm trying to work on my skills on presenting my information to others. I did well today i just hope that i could keep it up.
Time: 11:03am
Place: house
Speaking in front of a class at 6:30 in the morning is not what i had in mind today. I woke up late and i had a presentation that i had to do. On top of that i was really tired form the pounds of homework that i had to do the night before, i was really nervous. I'm not a really good speaker.I get really nervous and sometimes i begin to mess up on my words, but luckily that didn't happen to me today. I went in front of the class and i tried to image that there was nobody in the classroom and that i was in my room a lone reading my presentation to my self. When i finished with the presentation i felt so relieved. I did better then what i actually thought i would be able to do. I think that hardest thing for me in class is talking to other people. I just get really worried. I don't know i just get really shy. I hope to get over me fears someday, but i don't know yet. Right now I'm trying to work on my skills on presenting my information to others. I did well today i just hope that i could keep it up.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
articles
the other day i was reading an article in the newspaper about a group of Harvard scientist who wanted to find a cure for diabetes. They were in the process of running tests on mice. The scientist were trying to convert pancreatic cells into cells that make insulin. They also spoke about another scientist who had been able to convert the cells but it took more steps for it to occur. The Harvard team wanted to make sure that the test they were running were a hundred percent save before they even tried to test it on humans. The results of the mice were positive it seemed to work. However they still didn't feel safe. The scientist were hoping to start the experiment on humans in about 5 years. You never know it might work. Maybe we can find a cure for diabetes today and maybe tomorrow we can find a cure for cancer. Medicine works in weird ways. It just keeps building and building. There is always some new type of disease or cold that the do tors are trying to cure.
Monday, September 15, 2008
Bad days
Date: 9/15/2008
Time: 7:07pm
Place: library
when things start to go bad ever since you wake up in the morning you already know that your day will not be so good. Today was just one of the worst day i have ever had in the longest time. The day started off bad. I was suppose to wake up late because i had no school today but my younger brother wakes me up at 6:45 in the morning to tell me that he missed his bus. i had to wake up to go drop him off. Then go back home to take a shower and go to work. On my way to work i got a flat tire and ended up going in late into work. I thought that was the worst part of my day. About 20 minutes into work a lady drops a glass vase and i didn't want it to brake so i tried to catch it and i ended up cutting my self on my register. The good thing was that i actually caught it so it didn't brake. At least that turned out good. then i was working inside and i got a mosquito bite. Don't ask me how i got it but i did. I thought i was going to go crazy today. I still have pounds of homework that it due tomorrow and i don't know how I'm going to finish it all. Well today was a very bad day i just hope that tomorrow wont be as bad.
Time: 7:07pm
Place: library
when things start to go bad ever since you wake up in the morning you already know that your day will not be so good. Today was just one of the worst day i have ever had in the longest time. The day started off bad. I was suppose to wake up late because i had no school today but my younger brother wakes me up at 6:45 in the morning to tell me that he missed his bus. i had to wake up to go drop him off. Then go back home to take a shower and go to work. On my way to work i got a flat tire and ended up going in late into work. I thought that was the worst part of my day. About 20 minutes into work a lady drops a glass vase and i didn't want it to brake so i tried to catch it and i ended up cutting my self on my register. The good thing was that i actually caught it so it didn't brake. At least that turned out good. then i was working inside and i got a mosquito bite. Don't ask me how i got it but i did. I thought i was going to go crazy today. I still have pounds of homework that it due tomorrow and i don't know how I'm going to finish it all. Well today was a very bad day i just hope that tomorrow wont be as bad.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
humans and thier animals.
Date: 9/14/2009
Time: 7:36am
Place: house
Animals and humans have so many similarities and very few differences. Many humans have animals as their pets, yet we don't see our pets as animals. We see and treat our pets like we would treat any other human being. We shower them, we feed them, we give them a place in our home to stay at, some of us even buy them clothes in order to dress them. Humans have a huge amount of love for their animals. Animals are now seen as a part of the family.Scientist also agree to the vast similarities between animals and humans. Scientist always use animals in experiments before they try the experiment on humans. Animals and humans have many similar body structures. I think that the major difference between animals and humans is the language that we speak. Humans have grown so attached to their pets. I was listening to a radio show the other day and they were talking about how people had a choice to take animal or a person to a dessert with them and the majority of the people picked that they would take an animal with them to a dessert instead of a human. What has this world come to. Humans seem to have more trust in their animals rather then a person.
Time: 7:36am
Place: house
Animals and humans have so many similarities and very few differences. Many humans have animals as their pets, yet we don't see our pets as animals. We see and treat our pets like we would treat any other human being. We shower them, we feed them, we give them a place in our home to stay at, some of us even buy them clothes in order to dress them. Humans have a huge amount of love for their animals. Animals are now seen as a part of the family.Scientist also agree to the vast similarities between animals and humans. Scientist always use animals in experiments before they try the experiment on humans. Animals and humans have many similar body structures. I think that the major difference between animals and humans is the language that we speak. Humans have grown so attached to their pets. I was listening to a radio show the other day and they were talking about how people had a choice to take animal or a person to a dessert with them and the majority of the people picked that they would take an animal with them to a dessert instead of a human. What has this world come to. Humans seem to have more trust in their animals rather then a person.
what people see and dont know
Date: 9/13/2008
Time: 1:38pm
Place: house
Time: 1:38pm
Place: house
hidden deep within me are the feelings that no one sees
hidden deep within me is rage and anger.
Anger for allowing my life to get this bad.
I always ask my self what i could do to fix all the problems going on around me and there are many different things that i could have done.
Hidden deep within me are the tears that i cry which are drowning me from the inside.
What people see on the outside are lies
Lies of me pretending that the past is over,
and that it doesn't stress me any more.
but it hasn't stop stressing me not even for a second.
Hidden deep within me are the wishes that never seem to come true.Wishes of a family, one that i never had as i was growing up.
Wishes of the past and the pain to disappear.
I show people what they want to see.
I show people a picture perfect girl one who nothing is going wrong with.
I show them a girl who has never cried her self to sleep at night.
But i only i know that, that isn't what is really happening.
Only i know that i lay alone at night crying to my self dreaming of what i cant have.
Hidden deep within me are all the horrible emotions that no one sees.
Hidden deep within me is the feeling of loneliness and hatred.
mistakes
Date: 9/12/2008
Time: 11:10 am
Place: house
How do you take back something that has already been done? You cant possibly take it back. You cant reverse time and undo the past. Many times in your life you wish it was possible. You wish you could fix all your mistakes. It would be cool if yo could back in time and fix everything that you don't like about your past but then how are we suppose to learn anything? We learn from our mistakes that we have done. Without mistakes we would never learn our lessons. We are all humans and we all make mistakes it is bound to happen sooner or later. No body is perfect no matter how much we try to be a perfectionist it will never happen.You have probably herd about the saying " what doesn't kill you it only makes you stronger". Its true we have to make mistakes in our lives in order to become a better person. Sometimes we have to fall and fail in order to keep going. In order to keep trying to accomplish what we really want in life. Face it if everybody were to be perfect in the world we would be living a boring life style. So the next time you make a mistake don't be so hard on your self. Just try to fix it and learn from your mistakes.
Time: 11:10 am
Place: house
How do you take back something that has already been done? You cant possibly take it back. You cant reverse time and undo the past. Many times in your life you wish it was possible. You wish you could fix all your mistakes. It would be cool if yo could back in time and fix everything that you don't like about your past but then how are we suppose to learn anything? We learn from our mistakes that we have done. Without mistakes we would never learn our lessons. We are all humans and we all make mistakes it is bound to happen sooner or later. No body is perfect no matter how much we try to be a perfectionist it will never happen.You have probably herd about the saying " what doesn't kill you it only makes you stronger". Its true we have to make mistakes in our lives in order to become a better person. Sometimes we have to fall and fail in order to keep going. In order to keep trying to accomplish what we really want in life. Face it if everybody were to be perfect in the world we would be living a boring life style. So the next time you make a mistake don't be so hard on your self. Just try to fix it and learn from your mistakes.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
when i was younger
Date:9/11/2008
Time: 6:55pm
Place: house
Its funny how our mind thinks. It changes over the course of the years as you get older. When we were all younger we would think about the wildest things and when we look back on our thought we laugh at them and wounder what in the world was going through our mind. But that's just how kids are, they have the craziest imagination. Its like they live on there own little planet. I remember when i was younger i use to think that chicken eggs came from the ground because i didn't understand how a chicken could lay eggs. Now i look back on all my thought and i laugh at my self not in a bad way but its funny. I love to write and i have been writing for about 5 years now, i look back on my writing and it is really fascinating how much i have change and how my thoughts have grown. I use to write about strange things i don't know why but i just did and most of my writing never seemed to have any meaning to it. I look back on a few pictures that i have and i look the same but I'm a totally different person. People change during the course of there life. I'm not saying everybody does because there are some adults that still act like Little kids but the majority of us grow out of our old child habits and become adults. It is interesting to look back on your past and compare how you use to behave to how you behave no0w.
Time: 6:55pm
Place: house
Its funny how our mind thinks. It changes over the course of the years as you get older. When we were all younger we would think about the wildest things and when we look back on our thought we laugh at them and wounder what in the world was going through our mind. But that's just how kids are, they have the craziest imagination. Its like they live on there own little planet. I remember when i was younger i use to think that chicken eggs came from the ground because i didn't understand how a chicken could lay eggs. Now i look back on all my thought and i laugh at my self not in a bad way but its funny. I love to write and i have been writing for about 5 years now, i look back on my writing and it is really fascinating how much i have change and how my thoughts have grown. I use to write about strange things i don't know why but i just did and most of my writing never seemed to have any meaning to it. I look back on a few pictures that i have and i look the same but I'm a totally different person. People change during the course of there life. I'm not saying everybody does because there are some adults that still act like Little kids but the majority of us grow out of our old child habits and become adults. It is interesting to look back on your past and compare how you use to behave to how you behave no0w.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Uniforms
Date: 9/9/2008
Time: 6:43pm
Place: house
One issue that we have with school today is the uniform policy. Many people agree to the concept of there children wearing uniforms to school however many don't agree. I'm nor against the idea or for it. In a way i think that it is Good to wear uniforms because believe it or not there is competition in between the student that go to school. Wearing uniforms will decrease that problem. Everybody will be wearing the same thing so no one can pick on any one else. However it is a public school not a private school so why should we force our student to wear uniforms. What is the difference between public and private school? The money? This has been an ongoing argument that never seems to get resolved. Every year there are parent who strongly are for the uniforms and others who decide to opt out. Public school are public school i dont see why the school want to change there rules now. Students in middle school or high school are not going to agree to wear uniforms because they are in a point in there life were they want to wear what they want. No one can change there minds on what they want they want to do. If i had a choice to wear or not to wear uniforms i would personally wear the uniforms because i like the concept of uniforms everybody is the same no body is more then the other. If you had the choice to wear uniforms would you wear them?why?
Time: 6:43pm
Place: house
One issue that we have with school today is the uniform policy. Many people agree to the concept of there children wearing uniforms to school however many don't agree. I'm nor against the idea or for it. In a way i think that it is Good to wear uniforms because believe it or not there is competition in between the student that go to school. Wearing uniforms will decrease that problem. Everybody will be wearing the same thing so no one can pick on any one else. However it is a public school not a private school so why should we force our student to wear uniforms. What is the difference between public and private school? The money? This has been an ongoing argument that never seems to get resolved. Every year there are parent who strongly are for the uniforms and others who decide to opt out. Public school are public school i dont see why the school want to change there rules now. Students in middle school or high school are not going to agree to wear uniforms because they are in a point in there life were they want to wear what they want. No one can change there minds on what they want they want to do. If i had a choice to wear or not to wear uniforms i would personally wear the uniforms because i like the concept of uniforms everybody is the same no body is more then the other. If you had the choice to wear uniforms would you wear them?why?
Date: 9/10/2008
Time: 5:34pm
Place: library
I ever thought that starting college and starting a new job would turn out to be this difficult. It started off easy the first couple of days but as the days began to pass by the amount of homework began to increase and work began to demand more hours. I have worked and gone to school before but i have never been this stressed out before. I get into school early in the morning to get it out of the way , then i go to work for a couple of hours but when i get out of work i still have homework to think about. The homework that the professors give you in college is nothing like the homework the teachers would give you in high school. Most of my homework has t be done on the computer which is not easy because i don't have a computer so i constantly have to be in the library doing all my work. Life could be so stressful. I don't know how much of this i can take but i love my career that i have chosen. I don't plan on giving up yet and i don't plan on giving up ever. It gets so tiring going from school right to work right to homework. It doesn't give you time for yourself anymore. Now i understand why some people start college but never seem to finish it. People work in order to pay there classes because they are so expensive. If they don't work they cant pay for school. So you cant do one with out the other they both go hand in hand. I'm tired but I'm going to keep on trying. The more i try the closer i get to accomplishing my dream of becoming a nurse.
Time: 5:34pm
Place: library
I ever thought that starting college and starting a new job would turn out to be this difficult. It started off easy the first couple of days but as the days began to pass by the amount of homework began to increase and work began to demand more hours. I have worked and gone to school before but i have never been this stressed out before. I get into school early in the morning to get it out of the way , then i go to work for a couple of hours but when i get out of work i still have homework to think about. The homework that the professors give you in college is nothing like the homework the teachers would give you in high school. Most of my homework has t be done on the computer which is not easy because i don't have a computer so i constantly have to be in the library doing all my work. Life could be so stressful. I don't know how much of this i can take but i love my career that i have chosen. I don't plan on giving up yet and i don't plan on giving up ever. It gets so tiring going from school right to work right to homework. It doesn't give you time for yourself anymore. Now i understand why some people start college but never seem to finish it. People work in order to pay there classes because they are so expensive. If they don't work they cant pay for school. So you cant do one with out the other they both go hand in hand. I'm tired but I'm going to keep on trying. The more i try the closer i get to accomplishing my dream of becoming a nurse.
Monday, September 8, 2008
The rich and the poor
Date: 9/7/2008
Time: 4:56pm
Place: house
How is it possible to have people who have endless amounts of money and others who have no0thing at all? It does not seem to make sense to me. The people who have so much money are the people who don't know what else to spend money on anymore, so why don't they give it to some type of charity and the ones in need. How are we suppose to decrease the percentage of poor people? How do rich people live day by day knowing that some where else in the world there are people who don't have anything at all and they have everything that anybody can possible want. They cant share what they have with others. There are so many people who have the ability to make a difference in the lives of others but choose not to make a difference ,they prefer to have everything rather then be generous. If i had the power to make a difference i would do it without thinking twice about doing it, However i don't have the ability to do that. I know people say that one person can make a difference but its not true in this case. if we want to help this situation more then one person has to be willing to help.In my opinion people need to stop being selfish. I'm not saying that they have to give there whole fortune away but what is a hundred to fifty dollars a week? That can help feed so many families. So next time your spending your money on something you don't need think about the difference that money can make to the people in need.
Time: 4:56pm
Place: house
How is it possible to have people who have endless amounts of money and others who have no0thing at all? It does not seem to make sense to me. The people who have so much money are the people who don't know what else to spend money on anymore, so why don't they give it to some type of charity and the ones in need. How are we suppose to decrease the percentage of poor people? How do rich people live day by day knowing that some where else in the world there are people who don't have anything at all and they have everything that anybody can possible want. They cant share what they have with others. There are so many people who have the ability to make a difference in the lives of others but choose not to make a difference ,they prefer to have everything rather then be generous. If i had the power to make a difference i would do it without thinking twice about doing it, However i don't have the ability to do that. I know people say that one person can make a difference but its not true in this case. if we want to help this situation more then one person has to be willing to help.In my opinion people need to stop being selfish. I'm not saying that they have to give there whole fortune away but what is a hundred to fifty dollars a week? That can help feed so many families. So next time your spending your money on something you don't need think about the difference that money can make to the people in need.
My View
Date: 9/7/2008
Time: 5:56pm
Place: boyfriends house
Time: 5:56pm
Place: boyfriends house
Everything seems to be happening so fast,
It doesn't give me enough time to understand what is truly happening.
I try to slow the movement down,
but it only moves quicker.
Before all of these things were going on around me there was nothing,
there was only darkness as far as i could see.
Everything would just seem to fall apart.
I could not explain why It was happening but it just was.
Then slowly very slowly things began to change.
One day in particular i met someone who i never thought would make an impact on my life
but i was so terribly wrong.
That person is why i am the way i am today.
That person is the one who made everything seem okay .
I began to see change in my view on life.
Somethings which i hadn't seen in so many years.
it seemed to be the best thing ever at the moment.
I thought it couldn't possibly get any better then this
but time went by and things became like a fairy tale. it seemed almost perfect.
That day that i met that person seemed to me like any other ordinary day, however it wasn't.
During that one particular Day everything in my life changed.
i cant explain how it happened but it did.
And now i have that special someone to thank for the rest of my life.
" Thank You"
Trying to juggle everything in life.
Date: 9/5/2008
Time: 6:40pm
Place: Library
Time is a very interesting matter. It is kind of funny how time works. When you are busy doing something time seems to fly by but, when you are bored or not doing much it seems like every second takes years to pass by. I ask my self if it is really the time that is passing by slower but that is highly impossible. Time doesn't going faster nor does it go slower. Why does it seems to be changing it rates from time to time? I honestly wouldn't be able to answer that because i dont know. When our mind is occupied on something it loses track of time but, when our mind isn't thinking of anything else it counts time. Believe it or not our mind can count on its own. That how it figures how quick our eyes blink or how many times out heart is suppose to be beating per minute. The time is not the one that is changing it is us. We are the ones who change. The same goes with moods. When we are happy time seems to go by so quickly that we ask ourselves what happen to the time that just went by so fast however, on the other hand when we are upset or mad time passes by so slow and we get more upset or more sad. We cant blame time we can only blame ourselves.
Time: 6:40pm
Place: Library
Time is a very interesting matter. It is kind of funny how time works. When you are busy doing something time seems to fly by but, when you are bored or not doing much it seems like every second takes years to pass by. I ask my self if it is really the time that is passing by slower but that is highly impossible. Time doesn't going faster nor does it go slower. Why does it seems to be changing it rates from time to time? I honestly wouldn't be able to answer that because i dont know. When our mind is occupied on something it loses track of time but, when our mind isn't thinking of anything else it counts time. Believe it or not our mind can count on its own. That how it figures how quick our eyes blink or how many times out heart is suppose to be beating per minute. The time is not the one that is changing it is us. We are the ones who change. The same goes with moods. When we are happy time seems to go by so quickly that we ask ourselves what happen to the time that just went by so fast however, on the other hand when we are upset or mad time passes by so slow and we get more upset or more sad. We cant blame time we can only blame ourselves.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
college experience
Date:9/3/08
Time:6:00
Place:Library
No one ever said college was going to be easy. I had always heard people saying that college is nothing like high school and they were right. In high school all you had to do was show up to class and copy what was on the board for you however for college you have to listen to what the professor is saying. College is no game, if you don't take school seriously then you shouldn't even go to college to waste your money. Honestly the teachers don't care wether or not you go to class because they already got the money that you paid. College is necessary in order to get a well paying job in the future. High school doesn't get you really far anymore. When i was in high school i would look forward to begin college and now that I'm in college i don't like it at all. It has been about a week since i started and in between trying to balance school and work it is not easy at all. It is so much harder then what i would have imagined. I don't regret going to college because i know that in the long run it will benefit me. Im going try my hardest to get through college. I'm not going to drop out like so many people do when they start college and never finish. I'm going to try my best to reach my goal of becoming a nurse.
Time:6:00
Place:Library
No one ever said college was going to be easy. I had always heard people saying that college is nothing like high school and they were right. In high school all you had to do was show up to class and copy what was on the board for you however for college you have to listen to what the professor is saying. College is no game, if you don't take school seriously then you shouldn't even go to college to waste your money. Honestly the teachers don't care wether or not you go to class because they already got the money that you paid. College is necessary in order to get a well paying job in the future. High school doesn't get you really far anymore. When i was in high school i would look forward to begin college and now that I'm in college i don't like it at all. It has been about a week since i started and in between trying to balance school and work it is not easy at all. It is so much harder then what i would have imagined. I don't regret going to college because i know that in the long run it will benefit me. Im going try my hardest to get through college. I'm not going to drop out like so many people do when they start college and never finish. I'm going to try my best to reach my goal of becoming a nurse.
everybody's life is different
For some people life may be easier then for others. Some people don't have to go through struggles in order to get what they want. The people who have always had everything in there lives like family, friends, money don't know how hard it is to live without family or with out money. In today's world people feel the need to have the latest phones, cars, or accessories in order to fit in with everybody else. People who cant afford nice cars or new things get used or old cars however, a car is a car no matter how it looks. I honestly don't care about materialistic things. I personally have gotten picked on because i don't have all the expensive things that other people could afford to buy. What matters to me is the person and the way the person truly is. I can honestly say that i prefer a million times to be poor and have friends rather then being rich and having no friends at all. Sometimes people who have money look down on those who don't. When some one makes fun of me because of what i don't have i always tell them '' be careful because god forbid you lose all you have the day of tomorrow, then what... you wouldn't like it if people made fun of you."
Monday, September 1, 2008
New technologies
Sometimes I sit and wonder how our future will turn out to be with technology. Many people imagine cars that fly or robots but will it really happen? To tell you the truth technology worries me. I have noticed that machines have slowly and studiedly been taken the place of humans. For example work wise. Before machines were made people would hand make things. It increased the demand for work and now that we have machines, the work demand has decreased. Sooner or later there will be no need for people to work, because machines will be the ones to do everything. Ask your self… is it a good thing or a bad thing to have such advance technology. Will it help us economically in the future or will it hurt us and cause unemployment rates to increase.
our expensive lifestyles
Everybody is going insane about the prices which seem to be rising in almost everything. What is truly happening to our economy? One major issue that we have today is the price of gas. The prices sky rocketed from night to day. People have been left breathless with this issue. The demand of gas is so high and the supply is low, which cause prices to rise. However what about everything else like food, clothes, and shoes. Why are those prices going up as well? People also argue that although prices on goods are going up, our wages aren’t. How are we supposed to be paying for all these expenses without enough salary coming in. This seems to be an on going problem that never seems to end. How can we put a stop to these issues? How can we make a change? Can we make the change permanent so our future generations don’t have to struggle with this issue.
Is it possible to hate and love the same person?
Some may say yes it is possible to hate and love the same person for example: your parents you love them and adore them deeply. They love you more than you can ever imagine, but sometimes or many times they can get on your bad side. You might argue with them often because you can’t seem to agree on anything you might say that you hate them. But do you really mean it? Can you honestly say you hate them of course not, you can’t possibly hate them? I personally don’t think it is possible to hate and love the same person. You may say it a million times but it is one thing to say it and another to mean it. Hate as well as love are two strong words so use them wisely. Love will always conquer hate no matter the situation.
Happiness comes with a bit of sadness
Have you ever been asked this question before? : Which news do you want to hear first, the good news or the bad news? Many of us have. The truth of the matter is that along with happiness comes a bit of sadness. People say happiness comes and goes. I’m nor against it or for it. It’s true that in some cases you can’t always be happy because something bad always has to ruin it. However there are other moments in life when you always happy. My thought on this is that if you are happy, and you truly want to stay happy then you will, but if you are a pessimist thinker and always think negative, you will never be able to be truly happy. You might be happy for a couple of minutes. Never think negative about something, always try to think about positive that with time happiness will come your way.
Everything is never enough
Nothing seems to fill the wants and desires of people, when somebody wants something they will try anything possible to get it. When people don’t get what they want, they get frustrated. Once a person has gotten what they wanted, they now want something new. For example people who buy a sidekick (phone) that came out are happy they now have the phone, but what happens when the new edition comes out? People no longer want the old sidekick, now they want the better and more advanced model. That’s how companies make money. They feed off of people wants and needs. People are never satisfied with what they have. There is always something that they want whether it is big or small, cheap or expensive, people’s needs are never fulfilled no matter how much you try.
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